“I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing”
I feel like I have so much to rant about but I’ve become so numb to everything.
I started attempting at social interaction again and making friends and so far I’ve just been walked all over and left heart broken.
This is why I became the way I was in the first place.
There are fifty million things I need to do or figure out and I don’t even know where to start, especially now that I can’t even make any friends now that I’m actually trying.
I think I just have a bad personality now or something. Idk.
I guess I’ll just keep trying and hopefully I don’t give up again.